Its been around two years since my relationship with you fell apart. I know we where still together for 6 months of 2008, together hiding in the crumbling shell of "us". I still think of you everyday. I know you are happy. I can see it from your photos, from your life. I pray you keep it that way.
I have found an amazing somebody. Somebody who will always there for me. Someone who wants to always protect and love me. I cant fuck this up because of a memory of you. God give me the strength to put more distance between us every day, every month until I no longer think of you.
2010 is here and I am soo glad that the last two years are over. It symbolises a new begining for me, a clean slate and I wont let you screw it up. You look happy and at peace and I wish you to stay that way - without me and I without you.
I HATE you for making me this weak. If am honest with myself, I allowed you to do it. To have our relationship on your terms only. Well no more. I will run my life the way I wish and I wish it to be without your belligerent, nasty, condescending rubbish. Find someone else to abuse and be happy with it.
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