I have good days and bad. I sent you a request. A 3 page space, a foot in the door. you said you needed time. I said you could have time. Am I unreasonable in feeling hurt cause its been a week? Am I over reacting again - as he always says I do? I am trying to trust and believe in you. But today - well today I am having a bad day. Today I am doubting myself and you.
Today I am sore and sad again.
I am learning to understand how quickly these ebbs and flows happen. Like a flash flood catching me unawares.
I sit and I die a little more. Will it stop? Will I get to a place where I have nothing left to die anymore.
I am not sure when - they say it takes a full 365 calendar year to get over someone. I am going to try to trust and believe in you for a little while longer. I am holding out. But if the wait gets too long, then I MUST realise that you have answered my first question - will you put me and us first?
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